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Thursday, November 27, 2008
mess?

Tell me. Which server are you usin (IE,Firefox,Safari)
And does my blog looks messy to you?
Hmm


I cant wait to clear the mess I have on this table im using now.
All the white glue, paper, ruler, markers, pencils...
Goshz.

Tomorrow is my last review, I have some work to finish today ):
I should be doing them now, but...
I am here.
AHHAHA.
I will do it soon enough.

After that it's holidays till next year.
But it aint gonna be fully holidays.

There's 3D to work on, 2D to think about.
But whatever, I think I gonna settle all this in 1 week. and Enjoy.

There's so much to do, catching up.
Exercising, meeting up with people.
Getting souls backzxz.
Being part of the whole December buzz in church (:

Boy am I excited.
Tomorrow !!

I need to run at least 3 times a week.
I have put on much weight over the review, munching and munching. Waahaaaa.

Okayz.

Any part-time job, really flexible time to intro?
Let me know kayz.
(:

Goodbye and takecare for now.
I'll be back.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008
No more Ipod

Okay, since many of you feels that my musikzxz is very irritating.
there you go.
I have removed it (:

Tuesday, November 25, 2008
the God i know

Asia Conference was a blast.
I did photog on Thursday and I learnt alot (:
Well, and feel myself trying out more things and growing another level.
C3 on Saturday was fantabulous.
In the midst of many things happening, I fight to keep believing.
And I have to.

3 more days and the Review is over.

I wanted to donate my blood on Saturday, but was rejected due to my Sinus ):
So sad! I waited for 2 years, and I got rejected. Rahzxz.

I should be working now, chionging...
But I feel like blogging.

So anyway, yesterday was rest day for me.
Did not feel the best, toothache whatever. grrr.
I watched ANTM Season 11.
OH MAN, WHYYYYYY Analeigh never win! Mckey is good, but I would prefer Analeigh.
Definitely Analeigh over Samantha
Sam is like... commercial face, kiddo look... chubzxz.
): I dont like how the judging ended up for this season. Tskkz
I finished reading New Moon, next up Eclipse.

December is coming...
TWILIGHT MOVIE!
CHRISTMAS!

Awesomestzxz.

Anyway, one reason why I blogged...
I wanna specially leave a long long message for my dear friend Selena (:
Touched anotzxzxzxzxzxzxz :D:D

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Hey girl, I know you are going through some tough time in your family now.
Just read your blog, I will be praying for yr daddy okay? (:
You know, it's been super awesome knowing you, and the fact that we are not schooling together already is sad, but its fine y'know (:
Always to meet up and chillzxz and take many peektures yes?

You always think I am so tense and worked up when I talk to you more seriously.
Like when I share with you about my past etc, you think I am very sad.
hahaha, so cute.
But noooo. Really (: I am happy than ever becos' I know God has blessed me tremendously in this life. And having Him in my life, opening the door in my heart and allowing Him in was the best thing ever I have done in my whole 19 years.

The day you came Nick Vujicic service with me, I teared becos' I was very touched by the fact you even agreed to come. I was praying and hoping so much that you would come for the service with me before you really came...And I know in my heart, something touched you.. in a way or more.
And I pray one day, you'll be beside me, side ways worshipping God and loving him week after week even till we are "cheapo" aunties (:

I love you very much girl, and I wish you the best for your future.
Regarding your school etc, I really hope you could make a final decision for yourself soon.
Being indecisive makes things harder.
My pastor once let us watched a movie "Lions for Lambs" and in the movie there was a part of it that goes-

"The decisions you make now can’t be changed but with years and years of hard work to redo it. In those years you become something different, everybody does as time passes, you get married, you get into debt but you never get to be the same person you are right now. The promise and the potential, is very fickle and it just might not be there anymore.

What I’m saying is you’re an adult now. The tough thing about adulthood is it starts even before you know it starts when you are already a dozen decisions into it. But what you need to know is no lifeguard is watching you anymore, you’re on your own. You’re your own man and the decisions you now make are yours and yours alone from here until the end."


We are adults already. 19 years old, almost stepping into the adulthood. We are a foot in it already. We have made tons of decisions, the things we do, the school we choose, the friends we make... it's gonna make differences in this life we are in.
We would be on our own eventually, and there's no time to always party and play.
I pray and hope you would soon find out and know the desire of your heart.
What are your ideas in life?
What do you want to do?

Idealism- to keep going becos' of it, even through out setbacks, to just keep going forth.
Not allowing circumstances and issues or setbacks stop us.

Anchoring in your dreams babe. (:
I really hope you would have a clearer idea what you really want in life.
Instead of letting others have a say in yr life, why not you have a say yourself.

Let now little fears keep you from moving on kay?

I love you girl, and you know (:
You're petite in size, but you gonna be strong mighty Selena (:





























Hugszxz*

Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Keep Sane

There's so much crap going on in this household.
Too much nonsense to handle.
I am opting to blast my music and cover up all noise and sounds and conversations going on.
The headphone would do perfectly great during times like this.
Only way to keep me sane with all the blabbers and shoutings.

I finally had some rest after only sleeping 1 hour yesterday to do my work for my 2D.
But anyhow, its all good.
The review was fine, my grade is more than what i deserved I would say (:
So im happy and ate waffles to celebrate despite feeling so tired.
Haha.

Last weekend we had StrikeIt event in church. It was all exciting (:
The winner walked away with Adidas vouchers. (:
I was having a meeting when they had the finals.
But if im not wrong, I head C1 won, Jem Ong and his teamm!

I played WII Boxing and went crazy, suffered the ache the day after.
Now, feeling much better.
Here's some photos taken during the event.
More are up in my FB.

























































Nownow,
More reviews coming up.
Today's the start of Asia Conference, I m gonna be there.
So now, time to start working for my 3D in awhile's time.
I declared I AM GONNA DO MY WORK BY 11AM.
So I shall.

Right, off to get some work done.
Goodbye(:

& Drink loads of water.
The monsoon season of the year is here.
Every one seems to be falling sick too..

Thursday, November 13, 2008
It's Normal.

I got cheated today when I went to Popular to get paper for my test printings.
And got ripped off $25 when I went printing.
Oh well whatever.
):

Spend the evening with Elizabeth, Michelle and her cousin Hamtie.
We walked around and helped Eli choose her promshoes.
I got my project file etc and koonyew came along.
We ate icecream and took photos.
I took the break I needed. Now its time , back to work
Tata.

































































































I guess it's normal we feel tired sometimes.
But this means we need to tap on the Power Source.

Every thing seems very messy all over.
School and evrything.
I need to get things right.

Tiredness doesnt mean everything should go downhill.

I admit I am very tired and not alert.
BUT- this shouldnt be the way things should be...
and from here I'll pick myself up and,
Move on.
Walk on.

I need to not wonder about certain things and just move on and do what I need to do.

you are wonderful the way you are but far from my understanding.

Now is the time I fly.
Expand.
Force energy.

So goodbye - for now.
And welcome, heartwork, hardwork, harvest.


Goodnight.
A new day with You awaits.


Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Good Day.

Good Day.
I slept in late today.
Went for HQ and got refreshed.
Whatever comes my way, Jesus leads the way (:

Tomorrow I shall be up early to start my 2D.

Ohhhh, stayed in church till quite late.
Many of them were playing karaokeparty.com
go check it out.
it's really quite fun. heehee.

goodnight goodbye.
i am off to get some reading done and fall asleep.

keepsafe love.

Monday, November 10, 2008
sweetness, beautiful crystals

( apologies for this photo-less entry and that it's so lengthy.
i need to sort out thoughts you know. haha )

it's amazing how this week passed so quicky.
the powerpacked week.
from nick vujicic services to the weekend with pst kong!

something random,
my room is super warm right now and my sis just made a comment
: "times like these you really really really (x3) REALLY wants to go London."
haha, the aircondition is alrdy on but i have no idea why.
my aircon is a bit weird. it isnt very cooling you know.

back to the post...
i am really really quite tired now.
physically. spiritually i am charged and ready to go.
just a couple of thoughts in my mind about people and things.
i love how things are now.
where i am now.
how i am going now.
alot more grounds to conquer and go.
and this season, it's growth and although i may struggle.
i need to pull through just this part and things would work out.
"pull through it" wendy told me. haha.
prayers are very very much needed.

let me clear some of my thoughts.

the other day, one of my classmates was talking about how he is uncertain about what he wants to do in life, how he feels his passion is one thing, what others think it another and what the society wants is another. he was so confused. he's actually younger than most of us.
(well, in Lasalle there are like 17-26 years old people in a class kinda thing you know)
so we were advising him and talking to him etc.
some of them told him, now is the time for him to party etc.
and he is still young, need not worry much.
well, in my mind i had loads of thoughts, i voiced out abit about making his own choice, and he need to know it is what he wants, decisions we make, make sure we know it is out of own choice and not cos' of others. you need to know what are the directions you want to go cos' as you grow older you dont really have lifeguards in yr life to watch over you.
but well, each to their own lifestyle.own ideas own perception and principles of life.
however, for me i know i have God.
I mean, i always have the HS with me, guiding me.
But when I see how aimless and purposeless sometimes they can get, i feel alot for them.

I thank God for Pastors.
I thank God that Pastors are so concern about my life.
They are like my parents, i love them (:
Pastors are not just figures i am not close to, but people who give inputs into my life.
I thank God for that discipleship class I had with Pastor How months ago.
On Idealism, it was really amazing.
Anchoring yourself.

The harvest was plentiful during Nick Vujicic.
Now that all the week has passed, hard work is coming.
I have Review coming up.... (which reminds me i have SO MUCH to do)
Asia Conference is coming, and boy am i excited.
Hard work is coming up and its more Heart work than Hard work!
Need to plan time wisely.

Somtimes I wish I could read the mind of people.
Then I can tell them straight into their face not to be so complicated sometimes.
But then again, its not exactly good if you can read everyone's mind.
it gets quite scary eh?
be simple, stop gossiping, love people and love His ways. Convictions.
I wish people would just get it.

There's nothing much I can do other than pray hard that one day they would just get it and stop all nonsense.

Great things are happening, no time for nonsense.
it's harvest time.
i am gonna really just pull through during this period of time.
i need to do well in school.
and e2 needs to grow.
the burden is in my heart and i wish i could bare my heart and just show you how i feel about things.

whatever it is, i believe i'll make it with Him.
Prayers will work wonders when I really dont have time.
things would definitely work out.
i love life the way it is now.
things are amazing and i am glad He brought me this far.

it's awesome to see people coming to know Him,
coming to church, coming and getting touched.
my dear friend came for Nick Vujicic and enjoyed herself.
I am very happy, but would definitely be more than elated if she had made the greatest choice.
but nevermind, i'll keep her in my prayers (:
cos' i love her and wish she experience all the goodness that i do.

oh, on friday before rushing for pst kong service, lunched at nydc with the classmates.
we had a minicelebration with zhuozhuo for her birthday (:
photos would be up soon once sel send them to me (:

i am very excited now to conquer things.
so many many things.
tough work, hard work, heart work, school work. whatever.
i may get very tired, but i am excited.
excited to rely on God.
excited to show others than it is possible.
excited excited.

the journey of a dream video yesterday made me feel so thankful that i am part of this miracle.
part of this great team.
and i hope evryone ard me who are not in this yet would be in this.
i love every bit of my walk with Him.
i fall, i stand, i learn, i walk on.

oh ya, i was on photog today.
i was quite stress cos' its like the finale.
i fasted and i prayed.
it turned out pretty well (:
well, i am happy with my crowd and wide shots.
at least i kinda conquer my fear of heights.
hahaha. rather of shooting from high positions.

i am thus kinda tired now, cos i run ard alot.
did alot stuff lately, like using my brain.
hahaha.
(not that i usually dont.)

i am off to read a book, New Moon, continual of Twilight.
and fall asleep while reading.
wake up tomorrow and do workplan plus school work.
self declared holiday tomorrow. HAHAHA.

love life the way it is now.
problems might be in the midst, but God is bigger.

(oh i found out lately that some of my classmates reads my blog! :D hahaha)

anyway, off i go now.
i love life.
i like you i love You i love this feeling.
goodbye
keep safe .

Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Happy Pill

Happy pill is seeing many new friends coming to church! (:
The high feeling of euphoria is so shiooooooook and i am very much addicted to it.

Yesterday's Nick Vujicic service was awesome fantastic fantabulous.
I was greatly inspired by him, and greatly touched by God's love.
Seeing all the brave souls out there last night making a step was so sweet.

This is what it's all about.
His love so sccccch-weeeeeeet.

Review is in 2 weeks... I still have much stuff to do, but can lah.
I think?
OHHHHHH. Holidays after Review.
SO looking forward.
I am very very excited.

Friday sooooooooo exciting. Me looks forward.
School(talk to chng kang abt review :D) , Zhuozhuo birthday lunch :D, Pst Kong!
Very happy girl.
Life is very awesome.

I love my life, do you?
You can have the same euphoriaaaaaaaaaa too know?

TODAY is the LAST SESSION of Nick Vujicic Service!
(: Come if you wanna hear his life story about No Limbs No Limits.
Just contacttttttttt me manz.

Keep safe!

Saturday, November 1, 2008
):

my phone died last night.
I was about to confirm today's attendance again with the CG.
and there it was, with a blue screen.
no matter how i pressed, it didnt on.
so i took out the battery and put back.
the blue screen was gone, now there's nothing.
and i cant on again!!!
i threw it on the floor (cos' last time no sound, no vibration, i throw then can already)
woah, miracle. it turn on.
BUT, hung at the welcome screen.
grr. no choice but to take out battery put back again, and it did not on again.
later, i threw again, it was on again!
but hung when i go to menu.
0.0
now it cant be on anymore.
): i am getting a spare phone.
but can anyone tell me, how can i retrieve all my phone numebers etc?
my numbers are all in the phone's phone book...
i did backup in the memory stick before, but like useless leh?
HELPPPP.
i am using k800i.

had a bad sleep.
bad bad toothache.
it was killing me the whole time ):
until i took panadols.
now i am still having the pain :\
more panadols i guess.
gonna survive on it till i go to the dentist.
bad timing, no time.

frowns.

oh well, there's still combined service later.
and its gonna be good.

keep safe .