xoxo Yours Truly, Xinjie Yang (:
Jesus is my favourite.
I like gummies, b&j icecream and doodling very much too.
Oh yes. I love shopping too (:

sweetness, beautiful crystals

( apologies for this photo-less entry and that it's so lengthy.
i need to sort out thoughts you know. haha )

it's amazing how this week passed so quicky.
the powerpacked week.
from nick vujicic services to the weekend with pst kong!

something random,
my room is super warm right now and my sis just made a comment
: "times like these you really really really (x3) REALLY wants to go London."
haha, the aircondition is alrdy on but i have no idea why.
my aircon is a bit weird. it isnt very cooling you know.

back to the post...
i am really really quite tired now.
physically. spiritually i am charged and ready to go.
just a couple of thoughts in my mind about people and things.
i love how things are now.
where i am now.
how i am going now.
alot more grounds to conquer and go.
and this season, it's growth and although i may struggle.
i need to pull through just this part and things would work out.
"pull through it" wendy told me. haha.
prayers are very very much needed.

let me clear some of my thoughts.

the other day, one of my classmates was talking about how he is uncertain about what he wants to do in life, how he feels his passion is one thing, what others think it another and what the society wants is another. he was so confused. he's actually younger than most of us.
(well, in Lasalle there are like 17-26 years old people in a class kinda thing you know)
so we were advising him and talking to him etc.
some of them told him, now is the time for him to party etc.
and he is still young, need not worry much.
well, in my mind i had loads of thoughts, i voiced out abit about making his own choice, and he need to know it is what he wants, decisions we make, make sure we know it is out of own choice and not cos' of others. you need to know what are the directions you want to go cos' as you grow older you dont really have lifeguards in yr life to watch over you.
but well, each to their own lifestyle.own ideas own perception and principles of life.
however, for me i know i have God.
I mean, i always have the HS with me, guiding me.
But when I see how aimless and purposeless sometimes they can get, i feel alot for them.

I thank God for Pastors.
I thank God that Pastors are so concern about my life.
They are like my parents, i love them (:
Pastors are not just figures i am not close to, but people who give inputs into my life.
I thank God for that discipleship class I had with Pastor How months ago.
On Idealism, it was really amazing.
Anchoring yourself.

The harvest was plentiful during Nick Vujicic.
Now that all the week has passed, hard work is coming.
I have Review coming up.... (which reminds me i have SO MUCH to do)
Asia Conference is coming, and boy am i excited.
Hard work is coming up and its more Heart work than Hard work!
Need to plan time wisely.

Somtimes I wish I could read the mind of people.
Then I can tell them straight into their face not to be so complicated sometimes.
But then again, its not exactly good if you can read everyone's mind.
it gets quite scary eh?
be simple, stop gossiping, love people and love His ways. Convictions.
I wish people would just get it.

There's nothing much I can do other than pray hard that one day they would just get it and stop all nonsense.

Great things are happening, no time for nonsense.
it's harvest time.
i am gonna really just pull through during this period of time.
i need to do well in school.
and e2 needs to grow.
the burden is in my heart and i wish i could bare my heart and just show you how i feel about things.

whatever it is, i believe i'll make it with Him.
Prayers will work wonders when I really dont have time.
things would definitely work out.
i love life the way it is now.
things are amazing and i am glad He brought me this far.

it's awesome to see people coming to know Him,
coming to church, coming and getting touched.
my dear friend came for Nick Vujicic and enjoyed herself.
I am very happy, but would definitely be more than elated if she had made the greatest choice.
but nevermind, i'll keep her in my prayers (:
cos' i love her and wish she experience all the goodness that i do.

oh, on friday before rushing for pst kong service, lunched at nydc with the classmates.
we had a minicelebration with zhuozhuo for her birthday (:
photos would be up soon once sel send them to me (:

i am very excited now to conquer things.
so many many things.
tough work, hard work, heart work, school work. whatever.
i may get very tired, but i am excited.
excited to rely on God.
excited to show others than it is possible.
excited excited.

the journey of a dream video yesterday made me feel so thankful that i am part of this miracle.
part of this great team.
and i hope evryone ard me who are not in this yet would be in this.
i love every bit of my walk with Him.
i fall, i stand, i learn, i walk on.

oh ya, i was on photog today.
i was quite stress cos' its like the finale.
i fasted and i prayed.
it turned out pretty well (:
well, i am happy with my crowd and wide shots.
at least i kinda conquer my fear of heights.
hahaha. rather of shooting from high positions.

i am thus kinda tired now, cos i run ard alot.
did alot stuff lately, like using my brain.
hahaha.
(not that i usually dont.)

i am off to read a book, New Moon, continual of Twilight.
and fall asleep while reading.
wake up tomorrow and do workplan plus school work.
self declared holiday tomorrow. HAHAHA.

love life the way it is now.
problems might be in the midst, but God is bigger.

(oh i found out lately that some of my classmates reads my blog! :D hahaha)

anyway, off i go now.
i love life.
i like you i love You i love this feeling.
goodbye
keep safe .

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