xoxo Yours Truly, Xinjie Yang (:
Jesus is my favourite.
I like gummies, b&j icecream and doodling very much too.
Oh yes. I love shopping too (:

the God i know

Asia Conference was a blast.
I did photog on Thursday and I learnt alot (:
Well, and feel myself trying out more things and growing another level.
C3 on Saturday was fantabulous.
In the midst of many things happening, I fight to keep believing.
And I have to.

3 more days and the Review is over.

I wanted to donate my blood on Saturday, but was rejected due to my Sinus ):
So sad! I waited for 2 years, and I got rejected. Rahzxz.

I should be working now, chionging...
But I feel like blogging.

So anyway, yesterday was rest day for me.
Did not feel the best, toothache whatever. grrr.
I watched ANTM Season 11.
OH MAN, WHYYYYYY Analeigh never win! Mckey is good, but I would prefer Analeigh.
Definitely Analeigh over Samantha
Sam is like... commercial face, kiddo look... chubzxz.
): I dont like how the judging ended up for this season. Tskkz
I finished reading New Moon, next up Eclipse.

December is coming...
TWILIGHT MOVIE!
CHRISTMAS!

Awesomestzxz.

Anyway, one reason why I blogged...
I wanna specially leave a long long message for my dear friend Selena (:
Touched anotzxzxzxzxzxzxz :D:D

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Hey girl, I know you are going through some tough time in your family now.
Just read your blog, I will be praying for yr daddy okay? (:
You know, it's been super awesome knowing you, and the fact that we are not schooling together already is sad, but its fine y'know (:
Always to meet up and chillzxz and take many peektures yes?

You always think I am so tense and worked up when I talk to you more seriously.
Like when I share with you about my past etc, you think I am very sad.
hahaha, so cute.
But noooo. Really (: I am happy than ever becos' I know God has blessed me tremendously in this life. And having Him in my life, opening the door in my heart and allowing Him in was the best thing ever I have done in my whole 19 years.

The day you came Nick Vujicic service with me, I teared becos' I was very touched by the fact you even agreed to come. I was praying and hoping so much that you would come for the service with me before you really came...And I know in my heart, something touched you.. in a way or more.
And I pray one day, you'll be beside me, side ways worshipping God and loving him week after week even till we are "cheapo" aunties (:

I love you very much girl, and I wish you the best for your future.
Regarding your school etc, I really hope you could make a final decision for yourself soon.
Being indecisive makes things harder.
My pastor once let us watched a movie "Lions for Lambs" and in the movie there was a part of it that goes-

"The decisions you make now can’t be changed but with years and years of hard work to redo it. In those years you become something different, everybody does as time passes, you get married, you get into debt but you never get to be the same person you are right now. The promise and the potential, is very fickle and it just might not be there anymore.

What I’m saying is you’re an adult now. The tough thing about adulthood is it starts even before you know it starts when you are already a dozen decisions into it. But what you need to know is no lifeguard is watching you anymore, you’re on your own. You’re your own man and the decisions you now make are yours and yours alone from here until the end."

We are adults already. 19 years old, almost stepping into the adulthood. We are a foot in it already. We have made tons of decisions, the things we do, the school we choose, the friends we make... it's gonna make differences in this life we are in.
We would be on our own eventually, and there's no time to always party and play.
I pray and hope you would soon find out and know the desire of your heart.
What are your ideas in life?
What do you want to do?

Idealism- to keep going becos' of it, even through out setbacks, to just keep going forth.
Not allowing circumstances and issues or setbacks stop us.

Anchoring in your dreams babe. (:
I really hope you would have a clearer idea what you really want in life.
Instead of letting others have a say in yr life, why not you have a say yourself.

Let now little fears keep you from moving on kay?

I love you girl, and you know (:
You're petite in size, but you gonna be strong mighty Selena (:





























Hugszxz*

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