xoxo Yours Truly, Xinjie Yang (:
Jesus is my favourite.
I like gummies, b&j icecream and doodling very much too.
Oh yes. I love shopping too (:

when all else fades...

Before I go to bed, just felt that I have to put my thoughts into place.
AI Conf has been really awesome, I've learnt so much.
And really, been so touched by all the works we as a church has been doing in people's life.
Through this two days, I have really been so reminded all over by God's love.

For every part of our life, God is just so interested to know more.
He is concern about every single part of our life.
I am thankful that He knows every part of my life...from every worries to anything.

Recently, I have been speaking to a friend of mine about his life lately.
He was sharing how aimless he feels, and he cant bring himself to trust God.
He dont believe that God could work things out...
He is so upset after some relationship issues and feels that there is no purpose and passion that drives him to do things that he would do anymore.
Just last week, I observed that he hurt himself.
As a friend, I feel so much for him.
Each time I share with him my thoughts and just try to listen to him and talk to him...
I pray silently that his heart would be soften and Jesus would turn things around just for him.
Life's so much more than all that.
Heartbreaks are sometimes inevitable.
But we grow from it and learn isnt it?
I hate to see how people are stuck stagnant holding on to past bitterness and sadness.
Lay aside every weight, RUN.

Life is not just about you. and your lost relationship.
There are so much people out there that longs to be in your position.
To have a choice to study. To learn things... to have friends...
Really, sometimes we just gotta stop being too inward looking.
The more we think about ourselves and our own life, we are so self-absorbed that we cant be bothered with others. GRRRRRR.

Nevertheless, I feel blessed to be here in my spiritual family.
Yes, it is about the relationships.. but we are all the way we are because of 1 cause.


Sometimes the truth remains. We are FIRST CALLED to be with God.
When the curtains are closed behind the stage, there's no one else, only just us and Him.
When everything fades, no hype no rahrahwowwow, He remains faithful.
When the Earth beneath us shakes, it's His hands that keeps us safe.

I am very thankful what He has assured me.
My family would know Christ. The whole family would be saved.
If it can happen to Ivan's family, it can happen to mine .

I am just very very thankful...

I think I would go pray and worship abit... goodnight world.

Tomorrow's last session would be fantabulous. I cant wait....


& then, school calls on Monday. HAHAHAHA


xoxo,love Xin

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