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Friday, March 20, 2009

Clearer.

Now with a clearer mind, less sleepy...
I shall blog properly.
Last night's was...
HAHAHAHHA.
(I wanna blog, but I wanna sleep too)

----

So anyway,

Recently I thought, many times we complicate situations and things around us.
Sometimes things are just THAT simple, but it is just a natural tendency that we actually choose to complicate it and confuse our mind, conflict our thoughts.

With whatever issues we have in hand, we oftenly twist it, turn, flip- and it ends up complicated.
Funny funny, sometimes we can keep things simple.
But sometimes a little noise in our mind can end up bugging us like forever.

Mentally it gradually becomes such a habit, a cycle with much confusions that fails to lead us back to clarity. Often, we always end up tired and filled with more doubts and questions that = to nothing but emotionally perplex.

Confession time, this is what I have been going through the past 2 days.
Much noise and much thoughts, I sought for someone to grumble and rant at.
No use.
Just as I begin to sit myself down, reflect and tried thinking clearly, God spoke.

"What matters? Your focus"

Woahhhhhh.
Totally taken aback and reflected with a clearer mind.
With all that complications, it led me no where.
I focused on something that led me no where- but to more confusion!
Whatever you focus on, will grow- Wendy once told me this.
Indeed. Focus your thoughts on complications it will grow to crowd your mind.
Focus them on what is more important allows you to be clearer minded.
Even if your worries are valid, dont worry! God saves the day.
Does it kill you? No? Then move on.

That's the reality. We need to learn to see what within ourselves, inner thoughts.
I am working to be better.
I am searching my insides.
I gotta grow to tackle my complicating mind. HAHA.
I REALLY have natural tendancy sometimes to just complicate simple things.
(Major AIYO)

Keep it simple.
Search your insides.

What about you?

xoxo, Love Xin


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