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Sunday, September 7, 2008
you're the love of my life

Hello world, I am finally back to this space.
Taking some time to chillpillz before getting all hectic again.
I am actually quite tired right now. zzz.

Let's see.
Life's been fine fine (:
I have been quite thoughtful today. Many things going through my mind.
Majority pretty much of self-reflection and such I suppose.

Today's service was great.
It's pretty much like one of the discipleship class I had with Pastor How when we watch Lions for Lambs. About our values in life, anchoring, knowing what we want to do in life.
The desires and opportunities that would come our way, dealing with pressures and influence of people and life.
Sometimes it really isnt about what we want aint it?
Give a thought to that... uhmmm...

Rightttt, and today I have came to realisation after listening to some conversations and sharings from people, and perhaps God has shown it to me that, really, you me I we, really aint perfect.
I look and tried searching myself on the inside and I was struggling and giving myself excuses for certain things I dont really do well, or being nice etc. Aint too pretty on the inside I realised...

Sometimes I thought I am quite a nice person already, well or at least trying to be better for now. But really, come to think of it, I have changed a little only, not too much.
Perhaps a whole load to others, but coming in conclusion to self reflection, personally I thought there's so much more room for myself to change and grow.

Hahahha. So much self thoughts huh.
It's good thoughts I suppose. I mean, I dont emo or whatsoever over it (:
Since I have no idea when have I stopped that whole emo-season. haha.

Wendy said the other day I use to emo once in a white moon!
(catch it? no?)

Let's see whats up lately, class chalet was last week. It was crazy willy wally. But well it's over and back to burying head into piles of catridge papers, pens pencils paint. all the P's .

We celebrated Jeremy's 21st last week too.
E2 went excursion to Evi's place on Thursday night. Haha!
Recently I cant remember which day was it, we had OpsGeneralTraining too, it was refreshing for the mind too (: Winning team ! :D
I remember myself visiting Liwen too (:
Also, went to stock up stocks with Elyn and bought ckOneSummerrrrrrrr.
I just made a new belt toooooo! (:
Happy girl, there's one more yet to be made. Woohoohoo.
It was BK's birthday yesterday (now it's sun 2.12am) so happy belated birthday BK.
I've embarrased myself on your birthday, but I have made things better by being such a good help okay! hahahah

I have loads of photos posted up on facebook.
I am too lazy to post here lehhh.

Elyn was webcamming with me and she fell aslp right infront of the cam.
Hahaaaaaaa. Screenshot, I can blackmail her next time already!

(: I am outta here now.
And I love Rinnah very much (:
She hugged me before I left earlier and said "xinjie, I want you to play with me tomorrow!"
heee hee heee. happy gurlzzzzz.

lubx.