xoxo Yours Truly, Xinjie Yang (:
Jesus is my favourite.
I like gummies, b&j icecream and doodling very much too.
Oh yes. I love shopping too (:

sucked into it, not

School has been draining me quite a bit.
I've been rather grumpy these few evenings.
Sorry to my classmates who have to suffer grumpy and my angry tones.

Alvin has been suffering the most I suppose, but being a nice boy he is (eh not bad i praise you, dont even know if you're reading this shitz) , he still tries so much to make us laugh.
Thanks alot man boy.

And I think when I gets abit too stressed up doing 3D, i start to talk gibberish and nonsense.
I sound weird, I sound angry, I sound sad, I sound like im gonna cry, or I sound like I am laughing insanely. Extreme emotions.
Not very very good, it makes me even more tired at the end of the day.

Loads of soya and stuff for me today.
Beancurd, Soya bean milk, Egg Tart and chicken rice.
All around the corner's of lovely Lasalle, rightttt.

Seriously, I am okay with 2D and drawing and all.
Have been able to cope with EVERYTHING except 3D.
I am quite proud of myself.
I didnt like 3D, I still dont.

Arghhhhhh. 3D 3D 3D *pulls hair.

I am suppose to be doing some work now but I am not.
Getting some files sent over to Selena thanks to the missing thumpdrive :\

Many thoughts in my mind lately.
Much love much concern, I feel heavy on the inside sometimes.
I wish I could hug someone and tell them, there's more to life.

You know, sometimes we do things wrong in life even when we know its wrong.
And later, we realise our craps, we change, we repent, we try to conform to the right ways.
Come back real into this world, a better kid, a better person, and fighting not to be sucked into the whole black hole of nonsense again.
It's the worse when we step into all the mess again and getting ourselves bruised and crying buckets of tears like a little child who scraped his knee.
Choices we make affects a whole load of things.
Sometimes its really about being real, and simple.
Seeing things simply makes it more beautiful sometimes.
How real, and how true are you to the people around you?

Sometimes I wonder a bit too much.
But its good to have such thoughts at times.

I am tired, I think i'll go sleep soon.
(w/o much work done, bravo)
(( p.s/ but this is the first night i've nt done much work since school started okay! ))


anyhow whatever,
i still love school.
i love life the way it is although i wonder a whole load of things at times.

and you?

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