xoxo Yours Truly, Xinjie Yang (:
Jesus is my favourite.
I like gummies, b&j icecream and doodling very much too.
Oh yes. I love shopping too (:

Idealism

A fruitful day indeed.
Day started off well. Smiling, nice weather, no sweat, on time (:

Discipleship class was, fantastic.
Can't exactly describe the whole thing in words.
But good it was, many things that caught our hearts and minds.
It caught us, got us realizing and thinking.
I like how it was.
It's good it's good.
I cant wait for more more more the next few weeks!

There's so many decisions we want to make in life.
I am turning 19 this year, stepping into adulthood.
And I've been changing.
We all change over the years, sometimes even before we realize is ourselves.
Many decisions and choices are made before we even realize what we've done right or wrong.

I believe deeply as well that many of us has so much dreams and desires to do great things.
We want to this and that, and serve in here and there.
These are usually when we are in early young adulthood.
It's all awesome... but amidst all these, some people has flowed with what life offers.
You get a career, you need to work, you need to survive, you need the cash.
There's pressure in the world, people desire and achieve great things in life.
It adds on pressure to us sometimes for all the desires and wanting to achieve Success in the world too .

Blindly sometimes we are following what others are doing.
Earning more for better life.
Being materialistic in certain ways.
Some let go of their dreams and ideas.
Some says that, those are still there... but really, how are you chasing back these?
Are you going to let go all your success and achievements?
Your money and wealth?
Are you willing to? For God.
No, dont be too quick to answer.
Think through it.
It takes alot.
Really a- LOT when you are facing pressures from parents, bills, desires...blablaaaaa.

Potentials and promises we have are very fickled.
Not everything is pretty, there's a price to pay for every decisions we make.
But, YOU choose YOUR decisions YOU make in YOUR life.

Well, I just had to pour out everything thats on my mind, in my heart.
Sorry if you caught no sense to that chunk above.
But if you do understand, its really awesome (:

I want to live for my dreams.
Being in idealism.
But I know the price to pay and I need to get prepared for it.
There's just so many many things I want and desire to do in life.
Now, I first need to get them right and sort them out with God.

And I pray, for those who are close to my heart that they will make right decisions in their life.
Let no fear and anxiety sweep away their dreams.
That they will be clear how they want their life to be, and live it.

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Well, we had restructure today as well.
It's a new start for me I would say.
I have not much complains.
Should not be having anyway.

I need to start growing and float up.
It's time to do more and rise up!

Hi new E2, I love you (:
Hahaha, I need to root this love down.
Hahahah (:
Yay.
And I realise the new e2 people are all QUITE loud...
HAHAHA
There's gonna be quite some noise I foresee.

Well, whatever it is, God is here.
And I pray His presence and love be very very close to new E2!
New bonds new this and that.

(: Zelia very happy I know. HAHAHAHAHA.

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Had supper at Prata house with Wendy and some ezone leaders+ kenneth.

(THIS IS SO LAME)

We took quite some nonsense photos, i'll wait for Kenneth to send me.
Meanwhile, I shall end my entry with photos taken over weekend that I've nt uploaded.

(: Oh plus, Pst Josh Kesley is very good, he's handsome, young, anointed loving God.
Aiyo, but married. HAHHA (:

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