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Thursday, May 22, 2008
So now, where do I go from here?
Every morning's journey to work = my thinking space.
This morning aint too good. Too much thoughts that sums up to confusion. I wish sometimes my thoughts pattern can be simpler. Dont like the idea when things get abit harder to salvage, or looks alittle wayward then people tries to do something about it. It just more than this that I deem certain things to be. More personal thoughts I guess I would rant more privately in my El-Jay. I dont wish to see myself in those his or her situation. Doesnt seem like a pretty sight. I started my day not very well and I hope things would get better. I wont be surprised if you doesnt get my entry cos' I seem to be talking in codes. People who has been constantly showing concern or been talking to me about my life would understand my entry, and if you dont, it just says alot. & I guess only a couple would really understand my direction of this post. Nevermind anything. Okay now, back to work.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Caffine Overdose
This is a ranting post.
Late night coffee sessions when you have work the next day is killer man! TCC @ T3 last night with a couple of the colleagues, and the next moment, I ended up rolling on the bed not able to get to sleep. When I thought I was the only one? I walked into office today facing yet another 'zombie', Lorraine. (Finally I spell her name correctly) Now we are like... dying cos' of the caffine overdose last night. Not able to get to sleep, semi-conscious for me... I remember getting out of bed a couple of times to find my bolster. Tsk tsk.. Prakash is in a high-stress mode right now, easily irritable. Phinezzzzzzzz is bored like nothing and I am entertaining her. & now? We are feeding ourselves with Coffee again... I am feeling like.. terrible man. This morning's journey to work was a mood spoiler. Upon stopping at every station, there was a delay of like 8mins?! So more and more people board the train, it got very stuffy and warm. Hate it. I hate people standing super close to me ... strangers especially. I feel quite bad now, thinking about this lady I saw at the station earlier. She was puking into a plastic bag. She was looking super pale. I didnt go forward to ask if she needs any help. Tsk, why? I have no excuse saying that I was rushing for work, or was it? Or was I afraid of the smell or whatsoever? Thinking back, right now I feel damn bad for not going up to her. What a random entry with my random morning. I walked at a super high speed, almost running to the office this morning. Thinking about part of our topic last night ... old times fashion. Haha, sharp combs, filler fringer, M shape hair.. what else? Bandana, and hairbands with a net? It's quite hilarious. Pager was hot. I am really feeling crappy at work. Super sleepy. The booming sound from the aircon aint helping. I feel like puking.... I need a good sleep tonight. I hope it would rain tonight... (: that would be nice. Till then.
Monday, May 19, 2008
take a hold of me
It's Vesak Day.
So imma' off from work today. Feeling a little lethargic still... I am gonna watch my 5 People You Meet in Heaven DVD laters. Suppose to go to the Botanical garden with the rest... but my tummy was insane since yesterday! I think it was due to the reason I drank Yakult before I ate anything and rushed down to meeting with Garrett.. Also, had to just settle some New Gen things. Meeting Pra, Lorr and the rest later on for dinner and hangouttt. I wont wanna stay out too late today though, there's still work tomorrow. Well then again, work should be better than ever now since I dont need to do my portfolio while working... Not in the best of best mood today and yesterday. Well, I guess I am just affected by some things thats bugging me quite abit. Seasons and People. In different seasons, everyone of us are put through different circumstances. It's just quite disheartening to see how some people react to situations. Especially if its someone close to you. Service last weekend was good nevertheless "In all things, put Me first" Repeatedly thats what I heard from God for both days. I guess thats always indeed the best solution for everything. Confidence arise in things we do allows our talents and abilities to be further reflected. The greatest prison in most of our lives sometimes is our mind that has no confidence due to bad experiences. So cast that away! I would totally agree with this as I recall my "pool experience" 3 years ago! Before heading home last night, something that I eventually found out tugged at my heart quite abit. There's some decisions and choices that I gotta make with me and my heart and my God. Momsy is gonna be home today. I am off for now... Here's some photos over the weekend.. insane.
Saturday, May 17, 2008
& take me and do what You want.
I had a good sleep last night, no nightmares nothing...
Woke up today with a backache... must be the long hours of sitting up to rush my portfolio.. Before I went to bed last night, pondered upon certain things. Was reading HT and came across certain lines that kept me thinking. "Trial purifies our faith... Victory applies when you have a problem that needs overcoming... God teaches us His ways and implants His nature through trials..." What would I say? His promises. Never failing even at times we are faced with trials and issues in life. When dreams might tarry, when we feel so tired... God never forsakes. That's His promise to me and MY promise to him 3 years back. "To never forsake and cling on..." The other day, over one of the debrief for Photog, Sam casually mentioned that, "Xinjie, you have talents, but need brush up one giving hard work too!" How true. Haha, sometimes I (we) choose to take the easier route out to do things... Never to realise that sometimes through the longer route we get to learn more. It's definitely oftenly tougher, but through processes we get mould along the way. There's no short cut sometimes... And I was reading the article on Reputation, by Dr A.R Bernard... Values we live by... Whats your values? Our reputation, it reveals our character... There's the 10 commandments that God gave us, He didnt give us 1001 rules or to-dos, but it boiled down to 10 commandments. Yet sometimes, we being so ugly, it's even quite hard to follow just that 10 commandments. We try, yes we do... but.. Obviously it just shows that we need Him. Without Jah, I am plain nothing on the inside. I wont be a loving person, I would be so selfish! I would not be thankful for simple things in life. "Talented people are a gift to the world, but it is only character that protects that gift" This was the line that took me away into my thinking space. Woah, Character. It's about being real, being simple, to be more like Him. Talents are great, but the core is our character. I still have so much to grow in that area. It's just like what Samantha mentioned! Talents, yes its good.... but the hard work and character within its the core, and thats what builds us stronger. Haha, I am pretty much done with this entry. I just had to get my thoughts down. (: Pastors are back from Korea. Huuray. And tomorrow morning the leaders are gonna meet Garrett (:
Friday, May 16, 2008
& now, allow some chilling.
(: I am back with quite abit to update!
Have been really busy with meeting the schools for the Red Rain concert coming up, work, and importantly my portfolio! I am finally done with it at 6.30am+ this morning and I slept a little got up and headed to school for interview. Well, I dont know how to explain how it was.. but I am having faith that I would get my re-admission to Lasalle (: Headed to work after the interview, worked for like 2 hours only? Hahaha. I was feeling quite hyper, I guess it happens when I get lack of rest. Was feeling really fine all the way, energetic... I just had dinner, and only right now, I start to feel the fatigue coming on. I am sleepyyyyy... Still have my eye makeup on and I am very lazy to move out to put my bowl (just had porridge for dinner...) I feel like rolling to my bed now and sleep....tsktsktsk... And I am wondering, WAHHHH very sad, I get blogger, got tagboard already but no one really tags! Stupid! Chew, thanks for your SUGGESTION for tagboard and all.. it aint working ): I feel like I am falling asleep really soon zzzzzzzzzz. But no, I am determined to finish this entry with some photos. So yes, let's talk abit about work. I enjoy working (to a certain extent) hahaha. I mean I dont hate my job, neither am I excited like mad to go work everyday. It's like, yeah its fine... My colleagues are nice, they are insane, crazy... Josephine the new intern (: Prakash and Loraine who sits the same row as me... Just 3 of them is enough. It's crazy enough. Work is work, company is company, but the people around is yet another thing. When there are people you feel comfortable around, you wouldnt dread working. That's for me. So yes. Auntie Saro who helps to clean the place is super funny also. Always nagging when we are on the phone! Tsk, but she's so cute (: It gets really funny most of the time. And almost everyday we get free snacks... fruittarts, coffee/tea, brownies, puffs... The other day I was focusing on some work or smsing, cant remb... and suddenly... Prakash appeared out of no where, sticking his head between the space withing Loraine and me and shouted "YESSSSSSSSSS!" super super loudly. I jumped and thought what happened, idiot siahhh. So why did he exclaimed Yes! so loudly? . . . . . . . . this was the reason 0.0 He was damn happy that got leftover fruittarts!!! And brownie (his fav of cos...) I was happy there was strawberry... Loraine decided to pose for me ... Yes, so this is my insane colleague.... (and the auntie at the back? that's auntie saro for you (:! ) & where is that man who irritates me evryday at work? ( I have promised to be nicer to him due to some reasons, I shant reveal due to high privacy issue... HAHAHAHAHAHAH ) There, eating away his brownie... Super greedy. Tsk tsk. On Wednesday night, I was on my way home with Noni and Bx. They started laughing at me. Saying that School of Worship is starting and they cant imagine me playing drums. I mean its so random. But Noni was tryin hard to imitate me. Asking us to... Imagine Xinjie at the drumset giggling away. Imagine Xinjie with her hair tied up in a ponytail laughing at herself playing drums. Cant explain how it was really quite hilarious the way he acted. BUT HEY! Not that I am joining drums... but... Whats wrong with ME playing drums ? KS said that he cant imagine either. He think it would be a joke. BUT WHY!! Tskkkkk! So okay, I wanna watch 9pm show and go rest abit... Just remembered that I cant sleep cos' some schools would be calling me later!!! Ohhhhh manzxzx. i am sleepyyyy.... Now I end this entry saying, Be simple, be real. Say what you think, do what you say. (:
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Momsy Celebration
A very much photo filled-entry
& we headed to Hot Pot Culture instead of Din Tai Feng! (Thanks Loraine for the reccomendation!) Mom was happy with the meal, the elder sis was happy with it too.. and so was I! Ate as much as we couldddddd. Wooooot. (: And surprised mommy with the mic!! :D:D (Like right now.. like 11.55pm, Dad and Mom are... Karaoke'ing away... alamak!!! With the new mic..) But it makes me happy to see them happy :D So anywayy! We walked around Marina Square quite abit... Mommy bought some nailpolish (: Yupyup.. Enough of all that, here's photos... & the glorious fooddddd Our Pots of soups.. each to our own! ( cost is $19.80 for the whole buffet with alot alot side dish to choose!! 3-9pm! Check out website!) FOOD FOOD FOOD GLORIOUS FOOD Rojak Chicken, one of our personal favourites along with the Seafood Fried Rice.... Prawn Roll with Sugarcane... Sis! My mommy is so cute, I asked her to pose and.. tada... I thought myself and momsy looked quite alike here!! Spend $30 above and get fondue as dessert.. quite pathetic lah the fruits.. Go buy yr own strawberries and bananas before you come.. There are marshmallows tho! hahaha (: Okay! I am done with this entry and photos :D:D Mom and Dad are still singing!!!!! Wahlamakzxzxzxzxz WAHAHA
Monday, May 12, 2008
they will grow up to be great man and woman of God (:
As usual, the weekend was fantabulous as always.
Pastors are not around this week (I miss Nana!) Saturday I was on Photog and hahahaha, it was okay... I learnt my lesson to check my settings and be really careful next time round when imma on duty man! Finish meeting most of the school groups for Red Rain already! They are coming coming coming! Oh yes, the Children Church had a Mothers' Day video that made me teared a little. Quite silly I know.. hahaha. Dont know man! Everytime I see these younger ones having big dreams and speaking so well I get very touched! They are amazing luh :D Just like the other time, the building dreams video, when the children spoke, I teared. Heheh. And Gabriel from Nanchiau! He's so cute lah! Sec 1, came beginning of this year, I think Sat was his first usher duty! He looked adorable all in black. Heheh (: On Sunday I was at church but was doing my portfolio research. Halfway thru, went to help Sam find some old pictures! Gosh, those taken few years ago... it was.. hahaha nice(: Everyone have grown.. so much! Amazingly... We certainly look better now. And definitely has grown spiritually too (: After which rushed and did make up and all and we headed to some studio at Geylang for the photoshoot. It was quite funny, we were making use of whatever necklaces and jackets and all... I HAVE A PIMPLE ON MY CHIN!!! Was not very used to the thick makeup on me! But it was a fun experience nevertheless. Ru and me took alot of pics man (self taken...) , hahaha. Nicholas send me soon!! At work right now... It's just me and Loraine from the public division thats in today... I am leaving early at 3pm to meet Momsy for DingTaiFeng!! :D Hope she likes the present we got her as well... Let me try pyschoing Loraine to take photos with me later. :D (Edit: Managed to and I'll post pictures up soooooon!) Okay off now (:
Saturday, May 10, 2008
Late nights.... satay...soup... food... fatsssssss
Tsk tsk!
So much for always wanting to lose weight. Imma' munching on Satays I got Sis to get from Newton Circus (: Mwahaha, and I ate an icecream earlier, its honeydewflavour :D Pretty good... And Momsy prepared nice tonic soup. hahaha. Omgosh, I know... Im' eating too muchhhhhh. Just too much. Haha. I am feeling a little distressed right now. Tskkkkk... For something thats quite.. rubbish.. HAHAH. It really takes quite abit for people to be real, who they are. What you see is what you get. Seriously! Strip away the superficial cover and just be You. I thank God for my churchies (: Headed there after a long (quite stressful) day at work. Hahahhaha. Helped out for Photog side abit and later played Puzzle Bubble like crazy with Chew. It's madness... Oh... and earlier I had to take photos of her for testimony purposes, and I nearly died... She's damn vain, super super...(!!!) I miss Rinnah alot...! Mothers' Day is this Sunday, what have you got in plan for your Mom? I planned things to get and texted the sisters yesterday (: Main gift- A Mic, is bought already. Thanks to Sky who helped us (: It's a pretty pretty microphone thats in pearly white colour.. wooottt! Feeling a little tired now.. and craving for some retail therapy... I wanna do manicure etc etc... But to keep in mind "Xinjie, please save up your money!" I gotta control my "appetite" My entries are getting boring without photos... I'll take more soon.. Loveliest weekends, Here I Come! Hahah, till then. (p.s/ stupid eh, my aircon is like.. not cold at all.. its so warm in the room ): )
Thursday, May 8, 2008
Soya Bean , geeeeez
Never failing, each time I drink any Soya Bean drink,
it takes just about 1 hour, okay maybe sometimes 2 that I will feel that... twist in my stomach. Nevertheless, it doesnt stop me from loving Pearly Soya Bean, Bundung Pearly and GrassJelly Soya (Which aint so much a favourite... ahaha) Just yesterday, on my way to work had a torturous time during the whole journey... I drank a big pack of Vitasoy momsy prepared and at just Serangoon station, I was standing there, cold sweating and pale... Amidst the crowd and rush I had to quicken my footsteps and the minute I step in office and placed my things at my seat quickly!!! Next... I was found in the toilet. HAHAHA. So yes, now I know if I get constipation again or what, Soyabean is the solution!!! Currently at work now, pick up calls yada yada... Everyday (okay, maybe just today and yesterday get free muffins to eat...) (: I made a new friend yesterday at work, her name is Loraine :D She's new here just like me, and also started talking to this guy called Prakash. He's an intern, so considered quite new too... Okay, it's quite fun lately cos' I get to use my laptop :D YAY. And I get to TALK to people, as in around here... Loraine :D hahaha! Both Loraine and Prakash is just beside me right now (: It's quite funny, we are sitting the same row but talking on msn... It's crazy.... Okay Im' off now. Lunching with Cynthia and Loraine later.. (:
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
(: Hello Ol' Flen
Hello hello , blogger was my ol' friend!
I used to use blogger and now back to it. Nope, have not forsaken my El-Jay, just wanted a blogger too. I'll update both side (: Blogger is only exciting cos' I can put songs, and tagboard! But El-Jay is equally funky cos of friendspage and all the shopping :D:D Yay. Imma at work doing this. Wahaha. Okay, back to my template editing. Laters |