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Friday, January 30, 2009
you are you
Be still
Bigger are His ways. Higher than our ways.
Brings you further
I MUST start my WHITE PROJECT SOON!!
Otherwise next friday i got to parade around an invisible headgear during the WHITE PARADE DAY. 0.0 I dont like 3D to max . zzz. Recently over CNY I watched the show- Hot Shot,籃球火 on SCV. Haha, Sis recorded them on her Hubstation. She said its quite hard to find the episodes online as it is very restricted. Oh well. So I am stuck at Episode 11 on the SCV. It's pretty nice anyway. Hahaha. When was the last time I watched a Taiwan series show? Hmmm... I think it was Gongzhuxiaomei or something? Anyway, in 籃球火 there's this song thats quite nice. Adrian Fu's - I'll be fine 符致逸 - 真的, 我沒事 (youtube!) Hahha. Nooo, not emo. But it's just rather nice (: Tough times will get you stronger. Those who doesnt fall during tough times, will grow stronger. Through each and every circumstances we learn and we see things in bigger ways. Uncertainties will pass over, God will take over. Vision keeps you going. Your convictions give you a clearer mind. Up times or down times, Thank you Jesus ... IC Training today was good (: Never fail to learn much from Yassy & also Jianming! Evryone should fast from L4D hahahahahahahahahhahaha. gdnight now. ♥xoxo xin 坚强 不只是种伪装
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
mind boogling
Well the past few days ever since the Eve of Chinese New Year has been pretty insane to max.
It's mind boggling. Physically draining. Crazy. Eve & First day of Chinese New Year saw myself and Sis (Jieru) heading home only at 7am in the morning. It's crazy. Too much of Left4Dead. It's gonna stop... I promised only 1 hour of it today & I am glad I did. Explains why I am home earlier today (Tue) Last year was madness to crazy to siao. This year is less crazy but still abit siao. I've sang KTV, watched movie, played bowling, played arcade and ... PLAY LEFT4DEAD. If this doesnt stop anytime soon its gonna be harmful man. haha. -- All that aside, I hope you guys are enjoying your little holiday. Melvin and Twino are going into army later on... I dont think I'll be able to send them off. Probably going with mom for visitation . - How's your harvest this year? Mine isnt very good... Haha. Old already. Not much angbao ahhh. Jieru, Jingfen and myself brought Ryan(my cousin) out to play for awhile the other day. We talked to him about Jesus and it was sweet. Ryan asked very very innocent questions and it was so pleasant to hear. I pray one day & I believe he will get to know about Jesus who will protect him from ghosts that he is afraid of (: Jieru and myself went to Weiqi's (Ru's JC goodgoodgood friend) for visitation. It was all nice (: She just came back from Shanghai, still as loud and friendly (: Her whole family is so engaging and lovely. It was a good visitation, it made Chinese New Year finally feel like Chinese New Year. - Seriously, Chinese New Year this year totally aint the same as the past few. Dont really know why but the whole atmosphere and feeling and excitement about it isnt there. Dad's out of town now... I only visited 3 places this year. I have less than 10 Angbaos. I dont feel super excited due to many reasons (e.g/ dad overseas) Wee hours of the day saw us walking around & all. I had a good talk with my sister & cherylchanhm yesterday. It's just awesome to know that sometimes you have people around you who understands and they are just there for you. I hate it when people dont take you seriously. Deep talks are nice & helps to clear a boggled mind. & with God its even better cos' you know you'll never lose yourself to anything. Not much photos this year. Just not in the whole mood of it to snap and all... I am just very very tired now. From all the hangouts and stuffzxz. Off to get some rest. ♥xoxo xin You're bigger. & we are first called to be with You.
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Chinese New Year Eve Eve
Whenever Chinese New Year is round the corner, it calls for Reunions.
I had my first with the Ezone Leaders and church builders and a couple of others the other day in church (: We had buffet and I hosted with Furong at the beginning. It was all nonsensical but fun nevertheless (: I am gonna try my best to talk lesser about food in my entries... Hahahahha, Ivan said my blog is all about food! But it's due to CNY!!! This season there's so much of food to be mentioned. Anyhow, we went for bowling after that with Garrett @ Marina Square. Headed to arcade while some had a game of pool. Chilling outside 7-eleven when we are done and headed home late. School has been fine and I had my first game of Left4dead the other day. I screamed alot. It was fun anyway (: I'll play it again!!! On Thursday after CG headed to Hongkong Cafe with Michelle and Eli. Long awaited... we finally had some quality time together. Catching up and all (: Thanks Mich for lending me yr phone while you are away at Harerping (: Yesterday a few of the teamers went bowling & it was pretty alright. Headed to newton to get from Mich her phone and also to see Nich's botak head (: I WANNA SEE MY COUSIN SOON MAN! Today I stayed home with the family. Mom got me to do what I do yearly... Decorating the plants with red furry thingys and angpaos and whats not. I decided then to paint on my wall (: (: (: Since a few years ago I wanted to do so... but did not... UNTIL TODAY!! TATA :D No more boring wall. Love the birds. After all the painting and chores @ home, We headed to Grandma's for dinner & later went shopping for Xinyi's clothes. What a boring entry I know. Hahaha. So... I have some decisions to make really soon. Enjoy and Happy Chinese New Year! Hope you get loadsa angpowx!! ♥xoxo xin
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Skittles Rainbow
After the hectic weekend, most of us ( me & the teammates ) decided to self-declare a break today since we only have 3D.
So I really went school over the weekends. zzz Thank God all things worked out some how the mural is completed (: Day was spent with the family today (: Well it was really awesome, we hardly spend time like this together already. It's almost like how it was when I was much younger... We go out everyweekend as a family (: I laughed alot and I enjoyed myself. And I am glad Ahma was with us too (: She laughed quite abit at my nonsense photos and its all sweet. We went for the massage thing which we bought package for LONG ago during cozycot event (: It was quite shiok :D Buffet @ The Buffet - M Hotel (thanks to both sisters' treat) was great. The food was satisfying C:C: Beware, image heavy below... Today's awesome... I am very sleepy now and I am heading to bed. I think during lessons' break tomorrow the boys are gonna pull Questal and me along to play Left4Dead. Hahahah. I am having some thoughts about some things right now. Ack ack. Okay goodnight now love. ♥ xoxo, xin
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Oh happy day
*snap fingers in rhythm*
(: Sometimes it just takes little simple things in life to make you feel like you are on cloud nine. It takes just a little effort to show some loving man (: Little acts and little expressions. A smile on one's face brings much joy to another person. I was happily observing 2 brothers eating away Mac's Icecream on Thursday. What a sweet sight, the way they share and lick the icecream (: Super cute to max (: Love looking at kids eat/lick icecream, cute to max. I feel super shiok this week, I started followup with Yanrui and Yongkok. They are both super amazing man. Desire to know God more (: Yanrui will definitely rise up to be a caring and loving woman in the house of God!!! She's so sweet, kids will love her man (: Children Church yessssss girl? (: Yongkok is just so eager to learn. He loves the word of God... Oh man, did I mention? We gave him a Bible last weekend... On Wed when I asked him about his BRP, he told me he is already at Exodus now!!! (: (: E21's 9 this weekend. Not too bad but can be better ! Love how things are going in the CG man! (: Ahhh, 10am i school tomorrow all the way till the late evening... I hope the team would be effective and we can finish earlier before 5pm! (: But anyway, I love my team the way it is. Well, they are all nonsensical, quite crazy people, but when it comes to working hard... I see that we back each other up and we help each other. That's whats amazing about these group of classmates I have in school. They are not the most perfect people, but they are awesome nevertheless (: & I just pray I pray for what I desire to see in each and everyone of their lives. Much projects deadlines coming up... But I should be able to cope fine. Well at least I hope so... Hahah (: Outta here now and off to bed. Long day ahead tomorrow. ♥ xoxo, Xin
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Food, food, MORE FOOD.
I was looking through my archives of photos, & I realised that in 2008 we celebrated Ru's birthday over steamboat, and in 2007 we celebrated her birthday over steamboat too.
One was at her place, and 07 was in Bugis. I overslept today and miss school. Shucks to max. Decided not to go IS in the afternoon either, IS is really nonsensical. School's getting hectic. This weekend's gonna be the painting of the mural and I hate the idea that my weekend is taken up by them. Friday, Saturday and Sunday... like morning till evening. Oh gosh ): And next week I gotta finish up my White Project as it is due in March.. I dont wanna do my work during CNY (!!!) Ahh yes. After next week's steamboat after steamboat, I am gonna grow soooooo fat. These are confirmed. Monday I'll be spending time with the family... We'll finally be going to the massage that we bought package for long ago. After which, we would be going for a buffet at M Hotel ( I have no idea where .. hahaha ) Tueday there's steamboat with Ezone leaders. Wednesday steamboat again over at Samantha's with Fashion. Fei si le. & Sunday, Steamboat again for Reunion dinner with the family. Woahhhhhh. What if I grow so fat I cant fit into my new tops? Hahahah. CNY calls good news for some and bad news for few. Good news for people who recently got into the army; (Nich, Elgin, Jemtan...) cos' they would be able to book out! & bad news for JO and Melvin cos' they would be going in army on the 3rd day of CNY.. Ahhh. Back to projects for now. ♥ xoxo, Xin
Monday, January 12, 2009
& love becomes my calling
2009 has started off really great.
It's going to be the 3rd week of January. Time passes by really really quickly. This year's Chinese New Year is really much earlier... I am pretty much done with some shopping with Momsy the other day (: J and I headed to Chinatown with Dad&Mom earlier. The night market is so nonsense, they sell like anything and evrything! & boring it can get as well... all the goodies are like Taiwan Muachi, pudding, jelly whateverrr. I am gonna gear myself up to be more prepared than ever for growth. This is a year to be better at what I am good at. To grow, to be an expert! (: Xin really loves Discipleship class with Pastors! (: Yesterday we had a session with Pastor Lia and it was totally awesome. I felt so so previlege to be sitting in that little room, listening to Pastor Lia. Pastor is just so transparent to us, telling us stories after stories about their lives. Their personal thoughts and ideas towards issues in life and things in life. Their amazing brilliant solutions to our problems. I just feel very very much inspired after each Discipleship class with Pastors every week (: Sweet (: Garrett and Wendy are just great leaders as well. They are my role models (: Garrett is always always Mr.Busy and he is always so quick and loving hardwork (: Wendy's mighty perseverance and her strength never fails to keep me going... Makes me want to catch up with her (: Despite thunderstormy bad times, Wendy being Wendy, she is strong and mighty. I love my Pastors and leaders. Oh, and I definitely love Rinnah alot alot too (: -- Last night I was just thinking and self-reflecting abit about my life and where I am now. Prayed about it and I think I am pretty clear what areas to change and in which area of my life do I need to be tighter in and it is always the most important to rely on God. I pretty much cant wait to have heart to heart with Huig and Liwen... But school hours are not allowing me to free myself to meet them just yet. Ahhhh. This week is gonna be quite packed with projects and maybe followups. I dont think I am going school tomorrow though. I am not done with White, and the presentation on Tuesday. Too fast too furious! Hahahah. My cousin Elgin just got enlisted into the Army on Friday at 730am! I feel so bad, like a really lousy cousin. I overslept and didnt send him off!!! hahaha & Nich went in as well on Friday... Oh yeah, JemTan as well on.. Wednesday was it? Hope they are not being ill-treated yet (: Anyway, awesome awesome. Wow, I am really amazed by Yongkok (: He has only been in church since Christmas... He's really someone who is so hungry for God's word, hungry to know God! (: It's just such a lovely sight to see new people loving God so much (: Yongsing lent 'Fourth Dimension' to him last week and this week he has already finished reading the book! Amazing ay. I am going to start followup with him this Friday and I am really quite excited. E21's gonna come to pass to be the way I visioned it to be... A CG of people after God's heart... 2009's gonna be amazing. A time of stretching. School's more hectic, but I kinda like it more this year (: I need to just learn how to juggle abit... I am very excited of what the future holds (: Ohhh, and it brings great comfort to see people coming back to God again. Or people just getting back on track with Him again... it's a joy (: I am out now.. very very sleepy. I promise to chiong my projects tomorrow! (!!!) - To all of you getting O level results tomorrow. I'm praying for you (: Be it the best or worse, God loves you unconditionally ohgay! (: Goodnight & Keep safe dearests. ♥ xoxo, Xin
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Love Today
I am about to doze off...
The drowsy effect of my cough syrup is getting on me. Soon many of the people I know would be owned by the SAF. Tskkk. School has been fine with the mates. Selena i miss you though. But still cool (: CCS today was disgusting because of the change. I dont like no scoobydoo and I hate it when people picks on me. Doesnt like it even more when a college student is treated like a, WHAT? Primary school kid. I'll gladly tell you my story if you would wanna ask me why face to face (: Dad's birthday is coming. God I pray he would visit the doc's soon. I am worried and I chose to keep safe. The recent happenings has revealed to me that, really... Cherish people around you and Love them Today. It's not super duper easy. But, even Im' trying to love... Even when one's not perfect. Cos' we aint no saint ourselves. Im out and off to bed now. Cant bear with it any longer... School projects are coming in.... xoxo, ♥ Xin
Monday, January 5, 2009
A Dream for a Decade
We keep running and we keep going.
There's the fire that keeps us burning. We'll keep striking, keep going, strengthening our stakes. We do what we do best, we'll be expert at what we are already good at. There is a vision there is a goal there is a cause, this is what I am living for (: & I totally love it. Yours truly experienced one of the most amazing weekend ever. The year truly started very well. Pastor Lia sermon was a-m-a-z-i-n-g. The Ethos of our church. There was just that click of connection that happened this weekend amongst the church DNA, leaders and the newer people in this Home (: Many times in life, the world thinks of many things in transaction terms. Well, sad to say, sometimes even in relationships and families. But it is only when I've stepped into heart of God, I've experienced the genuineness of people. The love the care the joy. I mean, I cant begin to tell you how happy my 3 years going 4 in heart of God has been. It's been such a exciting rollercoaster ride. More exciting than that perhaps (: I've seen people coming and people going. Stepping in and stepping out of their destiny in God. Looking around me, and thinking about the loveliest people I am closer to... it's a sweet thought. I am glad I am running this race with them. Truly it is about doing life together. It's so sweet to still be talking to Cheryl Chan Huimin like crazy friends (: We used to be CG mates! Even in the same team! (: Chan ah chan... ♥ you long time! & Seeing how Adri has grown tremendously is a great sweet victory to me. She's one amazing leader and her CG is powerful (: & Pammy! My first friend in church! The one whole build my foundations in this church strongggg (: She's around, becoming prettier than ever... Worship Leading and being Rinnah's favourite Little Pammyyyy. Ohhh. It's sweet it's amazing. I feel such adrenaline talking about people people people. People are precious (: And Nicholas Lee! He was in same team as me too! (: I remember telling him this Christmas when I gave him his card- "Eh, WE WERE CG mates! Friends for 3 years plus already horrrr!" He's now SCGL, loving God loving his people... (: Charlalaaaaaaaaa! She's around, we do crazy things in fashion togetherrrrr (: Esther Heng! Wowowowow. Little girl grown up to be pretty and artistic the way she likes it now. She's one amazing girl and seeing how she is now makes me smile (: & then there's Zach, now a CGL...Sean Ethan doing great in drums in usher... Oh such joy (: They are still around, they are still doing great things for God. They had their ups they had their downs, but they hang in there & God make things happened. My amazing friends (just to name some) who have always been just there to hear me rant, or just hang out... Ru the blair, Chew dorota(spell? hahahha), Elgin my lovely cousin, Elyn ( i still love you alot), Brian my Lil' brother, Michelle you have been so awesome, Sinfei my dear Vitagen, Gonghua the Meiji (SinGong, funny hor.. we only got close that time at Ru's house. Oh man, over steamboat!!) , Steph my fellow sjc girl (: , Huishan always eat my food, Hweeyee super whiny, Xing super yaya, Lisa always irritate me with KS, Fedora is amazing, the NG team is amazing.. Chloe who has just become my recent loveliest friend around, Maryse who always makes me feel so encouraged with her cg stories etc... So many many people to name, cos' they are just too good to be true. (but it's true!!!!) --- This week was one of the most amazing. E21 broke through and we finally hit 10! Huiqi and Liwen are amazing really. Huiqi has just grown so much so much ever since the e2 restructure previously. Qi is no longer the noisy her speaking gibberish, but now she speaks with such faith. Her hunger and willingness made her grow. Everytime when I get her to do me a card, or to arrange a meeting, she takes everything with such willingness. Corrections are not rejections and she has learnt not to crumble at corrections now. The Huiqi now is one with such open-heart, willing to take corrections and discipleship and just grow from it (: It's just sweet. School has recently started, she is juggling more plus she has her N's this year. But she gladly takes more responsibilities and told me she wants to grow in capacity! She's my great great support in the CG (: Thanks alot Huiqi (: Liwen!! I remember how she first came, how we had breakfast with her at Tampines Mall, we watched some MUMMY Movie, she was being baptise in the Holy Spirit and feeling so joyful and teared after that... (: She has truly grown. From the Liwen who doesnt bother much, just coming on weekends.. not doing much.. She's amazing. No longer just the hearer of the word, but now a Do'er. She no longer just talk about evangelising to her friends but now she really go out there and invite them. During services when I am on ministry, Huiqi and her would just take charge and talk to the people (: Amazing girl. She's now a great treasurer in the CG! The other time, she was suppose to go Night Safari with her friends, but because Wendy called for a meeting with the treasurers and birthdaycoordinators etc... She forsaked the outing and went for the meeting instead ! I was really surprised as the old Liwen will not do that. When I asked her she told me "I think the meeting is more important!" This is the true spirit. Charmaine and Gwen they make me smile(: Seeing Jasmine and Amy this week is so so awe-someeeeeee.
Friday, January 2, 2009
Oh, White Rabbit
Ohh, 2 more days to school.
Lufi just texted us earlier to remind us about the lecture on Monday. Hahaha. There are 1001 things I have yet to do before school start. Projects are screaming for me but... I aint doing much. This spells d-i-e on the 5th. Hahaha. Aww. Anyway, here's my pretty diary. It was plain, ugly black with some gold metal thing on the corners... only $3.95 from Popular, I got it cos' it've got a full view of the whole month, and it's spacious enough for my daily plans (:
Aww, the nice tasting candy I love so much since young!
Hi New Year
Amidst the balloons, cheers and shouts...
Im truly thankful for everything in my life. Really amazing, and I cant help but just smile. He has been sweet and so awesome to me. I thank God for the best church, fantastic Pastors great leaders and loveliest mates around me. 2009 is here, I am absolutely thrilled. All my troubles and crazy thoughts aside, things look sweet, you you and you are so beautiful and sweet. In everyone's imperfection, there's always still sometimes beautiful (: & I really, would thank God even for my parents. Well, they do irritate me alot at times... however yesterday before I headed to church for the countdown, I felt very snuggly and warm on the inside. Well, I went to the mall with my mom the day before. I saw how she really has the family on her mind all the time... We went to a shop, she saw something she really like, but upon looking at the pricetag, she put it back without hesitation. With the situation at home right now, I think she's a super strong woman. I respect my mom although I quarrel with her at times. But I'm gonna learn to be nicer to her. Like today, I came home after the whole countdown... I lost my voice, she immediately made LuohanguoDrink for me (: My mom's a wonderful woman huh? (: --- I headed to church earlier for a meeting and later met up with Qi and Gwen. Liwen and Mark came later but all of them went up for movie & so.. Jaslyn and me went around eating and taking pictures and until Charmaine came, I watched her play DDR. Hahahah(:
Wish you were here (:
(: Headed home, upload and did up my diary. Next post for my diary k (: Alright, im off for now. xoxo, ♥X NOTE TO SELF: SCHOOL STARS ON MONDAY XIN! NOTE TO ALL: BRP HAS STARTED! |