xoxo

Friday, October 31, 2008

with you, im walking on sunshine (:

ladeedum.
Pastors and Rinnah are back, the team is back, my sis is back!
(Yay, thank you sis for getting so much tidbits and also getting me the pretty dress that looked like 2 piece (: i like highwaisted. heeheehee. and so into grey lately. so its awesome :D)
(( oh and pre-thanks to fe who bought me a NG tee as mentioned :D ))
so loved :D

I
headed to the airport after having my reading done in the morning.
Spent some time with the parents listening to them sing...
(thats like such a daily event)

Today's weather was really humid.
zzz. I hate to perspire really ):
Spent some time with Adri and Chloe after fetching them and later headed home.
I finished reading Twilight already!
Next next, New Moon (:

I am perspiring like mad as I blog becos' my dad apparently closed all the windows on me and off the main ceiling fan 0.0
this is so frustrating.
( ah, i just went to switch the energy-less fan on again )
I've done a few more of the drawings for my 2D earlier, hopefully I'll wake up early tomorrow and do more.
My dad just finished watching Crime Watch 3 times. 0.0
I have NO idea why he did so.

I am in high spirits although I am feeling super warmmmmmmm!!
I am so excited for Combined Service tomorrow and I wonder if you are.
It frustrates me when I see people who have been in church for already quite some time, simply not catching the same heart,that DNA, that love to be around the house of God and the things of God and the people of God.
I wish they get the point.

Anyhow anyhow (:
Next week gonna be fantabulous.
Tiring physicially but spiritually refreshed.
I am super excitied, I hope you are as well.

:D Selena and Zhuozhuo are coming for Nick Vujicic with me on Tuesday.
I AM VERY HAPPY!!!

(: keep safe!

Thursday, October 30, 2008

snuggly in bed

i have been spending most of my time in bed today.
thats not a very good sign.
i woke up today having a terrible headache, struggling to get up, but...
haha i ended up sleeping till noon.
hate how this is becos' i feel like i have wasted alot of time.
but then again, it was good cos' i woke up feeling much better (:

i have been watching ANTM Cycle 11 and its awesome (:
thought this cycle's participants looks more gorgeous but they are all slightly more female doggy'ish in personality. loads of misunderstandings and quarrels going on etc.
my personal favourites are Elina and Analeigh(spell?)
They have unique looks, not just another pretty face (:

Yesterday headed down to church to get some work done with Koon and Elyn.
But Elyn left earlier, like really early. (rah)
Koon and I worked till about 10.30pm?
But we were pretty much distracted at the later part.
but nevertheless I did some work, got my unity done...
and loads more to go.
BUT I HAVE NOT TOUCHED ANY WORK SINCE MORNING!

cos' i've been in bed watch ANTM and also reading Twilight.
Hey Shini, thanks for lending the book to me (:
I've been asking around and not getting much responds.. and finally!
Twilight's movie is gonna be out in December.
Woot woot woot (:

Right, I am gonna get my essay and another essay done tonight.
Also hopefully I'll stay up to finish drawing for my 2D and paint tomorrow or something.
But now, back to a little bit more of Twilight... then I'll shower, go get some snacks and start working for the night.

by the way gonghua, i've been indulging in loads of frozen yakult :D
my mom thinks im mad.
I wanna go get grape flavour...
Momsy always buy me like apple and original flavours only.

Pastors and the team who went London would be back tomorrow :D
Happy me happy shalala.
I cant wait for the weekend.
But yet, part of me wants to independent week still so badly.
It passed so quickly!!

till then,
love xin

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

back to first love

headed to tp today.
met up with amy and chat for a little and i was alone.
bored like nothing cos' i did not bring my laptop either.

finally after some time of searching for people who are having break,
i found fion :D
she brought me to the comp lab and entertained me.
liwen came along.

hwee finally came and we ate lunch.
fion went to class and while liwen, hwee and me sat at the mensa waiting for guowei & benny.
after they came, we waited for them to have lunch and we went to have brownie.
hung ard took nonsense pic and headed home.

tata thats my day.

here pictures (:

guowei and benny came together.
they stayed over and brian's hse the day before.
both came with red shorts.
i had a good laugh.
hahaha

okay thats all (:
keep safe love

all will see, how this love set me free

Ah, I feel quite productive today.
Well at least I managed to get some serious business done.
Like planning my week, doing the new friend list etc...

(: Tomorrow imma gonna head down to TP to find Amy Jasmine etc (:
It's all good, and I am gonna have waffles :D Gelare baybeh.

My arms are aching from yesterday's volleyball in church.
Oh manzx.
I will master V.ball (!!!- with alot of determination)

Ohh, I managed to chat abit with Fedora earlier cos' she was up early in London
So lovely of her, dear SGteamers, she got us a tee each ! (:
Happy girl.
Anyway, also managed to speak to my sis as she skyped me and chat with pam and roy abit as well over msn/skype.
Ahhh, I miss Pastors and all of them.
Friday and they are gonna be back, super jetlag man!
Heard from Roy that they experience time change over there.
I read from a friend's blog that its due to daylight saving.
So now they have extra 1 hour over in London..
So cool. hahaha.

Yoko came over today! (: So did Winnie, May and Maybelline.
They were just slacking around my house...
Yoko is so funny (:
I love her.
Heehee.
Here's some photos.
And that house is quite small actually... Yoko is tiny enough to sit inside :D

Hahahha.
Alright I am off to bed.
Tireddddddd.

Goodnight loves.
xoxo keep safe.

Monday, October 27, 2008

i see my life in a different light

Breathe.
Maybe I did not go to London becos' God knows that this weekend's sermon will
Speak right to my heart, Make me reflect, Stir my spirit .
I am quite certain He planned all these in fact (:

Today, I sang with joy, I smiled widely while clapping and jumping :D
Today, I took a little more time to listen to Him (:
Today, I gave thanks and glory to the One who is so gracious.

I need to start having deliberate practice to be more detailed and consistent in doing things.
Focusing.
Now is the time for me to share the burden, fly and grow.
Anything else can wait, cos' I know God promises, and He is so faithful.
And that comforts my soul (:

Ohhhhhh. I am proud to say I was there when Charleston first preached in service!
Proud to say what I was there when Garrett first preached in service as well!
:D:D:D
Exciting (:
Garrett's sermon today was powerful to powerful to very power.

I felt very thankful, very loved, very blessed.
God has taken very good care of me by putting me in Heart of God church.
It's the best thing that could ever happen to me in this life.

I am part of the first 1000!
I am there when Charleston & Garrett preached in main service!
I was there when New Generation was launched in SG!
I was part of the first 500 youths! ( i think 400 too...)

I was dreaming alot during service today...
I dreamt about what I would be doing in 2010.
Our church would be 3000.
I dreamt about what I would be doing in 2015.
We would have grown so much to 10, 000.

There's so much I see myself doing.
But yet, I know that to get there, I need to get things right in my life now.
My character, habits, heart, spirituality and desires.
& I know it is possible when God guides me through.

I know and I pray that my loved ones would still be side by side running this race with me.
Doing and living life together.
The same ol' people.
The same ol' bond.
(: That would be sch-weeeeet.

Tomorrow's ( i mean later ) is public holiday for many.
Deeeeeeepavaliiiiiizxzxz.

I have a week of independent week.
Its time to chiong abit.
This week,
I shall spend more time with God,
hang out with Amy&Jasmine, super long never see them
and Amandal as I did not see her this week
and chiong my 10012345 projects (drawings/paintings/reflections/researchs)

Oh, I need to introduce my new dairy friends to you all :D

Meet Vitagen(Sinfei) and Meiji (Gonghua) :D:D:D

Hehehehe.

I had prata earlier with Elaine and cousins, Minghan, May and Yoko.
Yvonne and I played with Yokoooooo :D
She's coming my house tomorrow to learn abit of piano. heehee.

That part of Hougang is horrible.
There were so many many rats running around okay!!
0.0 I can still visualise them and 'see' them when I think back. ERPPPPPP

It's getting late, time for bed.

Tomorrow's gonna be good. Family time. hahaaaaaa

Time to soar.
(:
I will go spend some time with my first love.

Today, I am walking to the beat of your heart

Keep safe love

Sunday, October 26, 2008

good to great

Today was fantabulous.
I reflected abit.
And during service God spoke to me and I felt so comforted.

Sometimes its about getting it right with God first before moving and growing even more.
Sometimes when things doesnt seem right and you dont know what to do the best is that you turn to Him and He is just there, so near .. so near..

Last night was quite bad.
But now I am alright.
God is a great comforter.

Everytime when you feel that things are not right
will not work out.
desperate and out.

i need to be reminded that He is there. always there.

now is the time to grow.
there is so much things to focus on.
i need to keep my vision clear.
focus right.

run and fly.

no more running wild.

Saturday, October 25, 2008

Cold cold night

Cold cold night.
Blow wind blow, tonight I am feeling different.
I need to rant certain thoughts, but I dont know how to go about it.

It's so cold here in Singapore, I wonder if its worse over there in London?

Yeah, i want to go London this badly.

School is irritating me badly.
Projects loading up.
Breathing up my neck.

I need to focus.

The real truth aint pretty sometimes.

Ignore this entry, i had to rant.

Friday, October 17, 2008

Nick Vujiciccccccc

(: This guy is amazing.
Check THIS out.

I am so inspired by him, hear more from him on 4th and 5th November.
Contact me / Tag me for more details!
Join me if you are free! (:

xoxo, keep safe love.

Speechless Answers

Have you ever been asked questions that left you thinking?
Or questions you have no idea how to reply?
Or answers given that you are not certain of?
Or times in life you were given so much attention and times in life you are given little?

There's a time to everything huh? (:

Breathe.

drained, breathe, live

This is one of the entries I ramble and go on and on.
There's no direction to this entry.

I am feeling so drained out.
And certainly taken aback when I sat myself down, think and wrote down all the school works that are not completed.

There's much to do, and yet not alot of time.
Sometimes I now its just about, dont bother just chiong, just do.
But right now, I really feel so drained and tired.
Yawn.

I would probably sleep earlier tonight.
There's drawing tomorrow and I might turn up 30mins later again.
Chng Kang is the best lecturer (:
HAHAHA.

The piling up of school projects never stops.
Nxt next week is inde week again.
But this time now, no slack, time to pull up socks and rush all my work.
Last chance to rush as much as i can, finish up artpieces that are incompleted.

Thank God that,
Besides school.
I have a life in church.

I am dying to have my holiday without having to think of work.

& something suddenly caught my thoughts again today.
Not vehli good.
So it shall be chucked aside soon.

So today, I thought of you.

I am quite grumpy now.
Hahahaaaaaaaa.

Give love when one doesnt deserve it, cos' probably thats when they need it the most.

Whatever it is,

Keep safe; chaozxz

(p.s/ and suddenly i miss the ol' sec sch sjc days hugs. )

Thursday, October 16, 2008

thanksgiving

God thank you for everything in my life.
I pray my parents get saved one day.

Thank you to all of you who messaged me from all over Singapore and Bryan from Aust,
on my birthday, after my birthday and all (:
Thank you for all the facebook greetings (:

Thank you E2 for the Volcom pretty belt, it fits me nicely.
& The cake which i dunno what cake but ate it from Coffeebeanzxz
Let's really grow together and be a support in church hokay! (:

Thank you Elyn, Guowei and Hwee for the little surprise at Pizzahut (:
I was really shocked by the birthday song, but the rest.... hahaha.
I enjoyed myself (: Really. Thanks so much for the lipgloss (:
I am using it alrdy. Heeheezxz.
& Guowei for yr effort in drawing me sucha pretty card.
Tho failed attempted to bluff me that you did not do any card for me :p

Thank you Eeloo, Chewtheng, Ruoen and Adri for the effort to celebrate my birthday.
Emax was crazy i betch you guys enjoyed yrself alot too.
Thank you for the colorful pretty macarons.
They are so yummy, i ate them up in one night. HAHAHA.
(I think i put on alotta weight aft my birthday.)

Thank you Elgin !
Cousin you the best love you duoduo.
Thanks for the treat and trying yr best to make yr cousin a happy girl on her birthday (:

Thank you Joyce, Dale, Kianleng, Honghwee, And SweeWeijie
Who happened to be around and celebrated my birthday with me.
And all the funniest jokesz.

Thank you Derrick and Jeremy and Huiqi for the Sushi Buffet treat (:
& the nonsense time spent at Starbucks chilling out.
I needed that 'relax' session (:

Thank you Vanessa for the shorts you gave me! (I have yet to try.. hahah)
and the card (:

Thank you Elyn for the wooden bracelet (sorry for the accident ): )
and thank you for the dress ( which is washed but not worn yet! )

Thank you Amandal for the necklace (:
It's pretty.
But the horn dropped out!

Thank you Peishan for yr Koi.
It was REALLY sweet of you to go all the way down to TPY on a weekend to buy me (:
Love you maaaaaanzxz
And and for the pretttttty bracelet! (:

Thank you Sel and Alvin for yr treat at Icemonster
And trying to cheer me up cos' school was so crappy.

Thank you Jasmine Tan MH, for delivering the birthday card to my house!
I was really surprised. Thank you so much girl

Thank you mommy for sponsoring me to highlight my hair plus yr little angbao.
(Though i know my mom wont read here...)

Thank you Jesus for making me 19 years ago.
(: Simply amazing and lovely.
heehees.

And to every one of you who made my 19th birthday a lovely one.
Sorry if I did not mention your name.
But thank you, really.
I am filled with thanksgiving that God blessed me with you all.

Life's good.
And in hoGc, we do life together side by side.
growing and loving (:

Monday, October 13, 2008

12345busy54321

hi i promise to update about my life, my birthday celebrations, school, church evrything and whatever soon.
busy lately and very tired.
al my posts are typed half way..
i dont know if you are even interested to read about all the things mentioned above but i dont really care im just gonna blog about them soon, like one long long entry.
read or not its up to you ! (:

and im excited about november i'll tell you why soon.

now,
its time for bed and im outta here.

(edit: birthday celebrations post below )

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

hi, i am nineteen now.

( hi today its now, 16 oct 2.06am-continued on thu 12.08pm..
i attempted to type this entry on 8 october. ahaha)
helloworld,meisnownineteen.
it is my last year of teen hood wendy said.
HAHAH.
next year it would be... twenTY. with a 2 ):
And this Kianleng said "Twenty no more teen, its aunTY"
Best already.

kekekexzxz (:
thank you thank you to everyone of you who wished me via sms, and on facebook!
sorry if i didnt reply you, its either i was busy,
or i just woke up read yr msg and went back to sleep. hahahahahahha.
and bryan yee was the first to wish me, cos very early
like maybe cos' he is in aust thats why?
he tried to act secretive and all. tsk tskzxz.
and record holder for sending the most sms-
wuruoen, she think very cool sent me 19 messages.

celebrated firstly with- elyn, guowei and hweeyee.
(: they are the funniest luh.
here's what happened if you are interested, read on-

i was in school, elyn had lesson at dhoby so i had to meet her at sunshine plaza.
we were all suppose to meet at 2.45pm at cityhall but at 2.30 plus,
this guowei tried to act smart and messaged me saying that hweey and him cant come anymore.
why? cos' got integration study outing.
(abit eh? like so last min..)
so obviously i didnt believe, but i played along act sad and not very pleased.
i called stella to double confirm if there is any outing and all.
so tata i was right there isnt.
i acted unhappy and all not picking up calls sounding very angry etc and showing elyn angry face
i tried to act like i wanted to change venue as well.
im so evil i know :P

oh well oh well, it was all fun anyway and we had a fantabulous lunch at pizzzzza hut.
i was then given this present that seemed like books, wrapped in a very weird wrapper.

met up with adri & walked ard fep for awhile, headed to borders to meet the rest.

chew, ru, ruoen, michelle came along. elgin joined us after that
we headed to MNG, becos' they were secretly trying to buy me macarons cos i said i wanted to eat them (hahaha i knew it leh) then headed to dingtaifung for xiaolongbaoz

picturessss/ 2nd album

so anyway, we felt that the night was still young and headed to emax to play boxing.

my muscles ached like mad after which..

loads photos uploaded and video which i did not upload (ask me if interested. hahaha

On the birthday itself, school was bad. I was upset and didnt start they day off nicely.

sel and alvin treated me the shaved mango/strawberry sherbet ice (:

Aft which,met up with my cousin (:

Elgin, he shopped alot. i walked with him and got really tired.
honghwee, kianleng and sweet were with us, joyce and dale came to join too.
i was really sianzxz by then and thus we headed to hongkong cafe @ cineleisure and eat.
(: elgin treated me and they surprised me with this thick toast as my cake.

i ate porkchop ramen.. poluobun..(crystal jade one and the real hongkong cafe one still dabombz)

for more photos : this is it

on friday, sushi buffet with derrick & jeremy,

and qi came after which.
loads pics yet to be uploaded. soon soon!

we chilled out at starbucks after which . and talked alotta stupid nonsense.

so yeah, thats how i celebrated my 19 and i am opting to type another entry to talk more about other thanksgiving to God and to people who blessed me on my birthday.
cos' this entry looks really messy now.

goodbye

Friday, October 3, 2008

12345

A cuppa ice horlicks, colourful heartshaped prints quilt and God's word will make me a happier girl tonight. Goodnight folks.
(edit: dont even have horlicks powder anymore ): )-2.45am
I've school tomorrow.
1 week since I last seen the classmates.

hand in hand, walking down the lane

I am finally done with my wire hand.
Aint a very pleasant evening.
Goodbye.

& only You,
are always Faithful and True.
nothing in this world can compare.
truly, You alone.

i would have rather this be like every other year
simple affair, silent nothing
why expectancy and false hope?

Thursday, October 2, 2008

When you get stressed...

I am dying doing my wire hand.
Twirling wires. blablabla.
So here you go some nonsense.

Answer quickly w/o thinking much:

Name 5 things you want to eat right now:
1. Jagabee!
2. Orange Juice (drink considered?)
3. Oatmeal Cookie Chunk Icecream
4. Tori Q Meatballs
5. Kinder Bueno

Name 5 things you wish to get rid off right now:
1. My wire hands
2. The mess on my table
3. Tiredness
4. Fats :P
5. Pimple

Name 5 Fashion Items you wish to get right now:
1. A new big bag that I can use for school
2. Denim high waisted shorts
3. Flora Fabric Skirt
4. Nice Trucker Cap
5. Lightning Blot Printed Hoodie

Name 5 Gadgets you would want to get:
1. Mac Book Pro
2. My own Ipod Touch
3. A new phone. Sony Ericsson plzzzzzzz
4. Holga camera to play
5. DSLR Camera

Name 5 favourite names you like:
1. Ashley
2. Dylan
3. Della
4. Kayla
5. Aloy

Name 5 local food you like:
1. Satay
2. Grilled Chicken Wings
3. Char Kway Teow
4. Laksa thats not too spicyyyyy
5. Chicken rice

Name 5 Make up you would use/get:
1. Eyeliner
2. Maybelline Unstoppable Ultra Black Mascara
3. Get- Nude coloured lipglossss
4. Get- Mac Blusherrrrrrr
5. Get- Some nice eyeshadow? i dont really use. anyhow la.

Name 5 things you want to do right now:
1. Sleep
2. Go shower
3. Have magic hands and finish up all my homework
4. Grow the CG
5. EV

ok goodbye
): i hate wires

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Know-More-About-Xinjie.com

Eh. Very long never do such nonsense.
Comez let me do a few before I go find some food to eat and do my wire hand.
I WILL DO !
Latest by tml must be donez manzxz.

1.Story behind your blog song?

Eh too many songs. Indiez I like :D

2. What's bothering you right now?

When is mommy coming home coz' imma very hungry

3. Do you close the door when you pee?

Uh huh, what a question

4. Describe your wallet.

PVC, Orangey,pinkish,yellowish patches like sewn together. Damn fat. Wanna change soon.

5. Wallpaper on your computer?
Random Collage of photos in polaraid form and loads of my Post-its to dos.

6. Background on your cell phone?

Rinnah and Yoko :D

7. Jewelry worn daily?

Black Beaded bracelet Pastor Lia gave (actually my ring too but lost!) and my pink watch that momsy gave it to me 2 years ago on my birthday(:

8. Where was your default picture taken?

Revenue house Nihon Mura, Jeremy's Birthday celebration

9. Eyes?

Brown

10.what will you be doing this weekend?

Friday would be followup with Amandal and Wendy, and then 1st celebration for my birthday :D
Saturday service and Fashion and Sunday followup and chilling :D

11 what are you wearing?

SJC PE Tee and QOO Pyjamas Party redeemed shorts. Lol

12. Where are you?

Me room

13. listening to?

Girl in My Mirror

14. Have you ever kissed anyone?

My Dad and Mom (:

16. Eating?

Nothing, HUNGRY

17. What is/are your favorite thing/s?

-It's my precious Bible that Garrett&Wendy and some of the others gave me.
-Ipod Touch that Jackson lent me (not mine lah, but it entertains me so much I like it)
-Pretty headphones
-My high immune system Handphone
-This laptop which is like very nonsense but working well
-My quilt blanket sis bought!
-Bracelet which PastorLia gave me
-My CAMERA dad gave me
Eh... alot leh.

18. Do you remember your dreams?

Kinda. Sometimes, it depends

19. Do you believe dreams do come true?

Dreams that I DREAM yes. Why not?

20. Do you believe in miracles?

Probably. My God is a God of Miracles :D

21. Do you burn easily in the sun?

Not really...unless I stay in for a long period of time

22. What's something you wish you could understand better?

My parents

23. What did you do last weekend?

Friday I went Gym and went Tampines Mall. Saturday I was in service and Sun On usher and night time F1 Screeningz

26. Orange or apple juice?

ORANGE ORANGE ORANGE. Not sourz one.

27. Do you like the person who took this survey before you?

I randomly took it leh

28. What was the last text message you received?

From Derrick about some venues

29. What was the last text message you sent?

Also can I anything

31. What is the closest thing to you that is blue?

My drawing pencils tin cover

32. What was the last thing you ate?

Last night, Blueberry Morning Cereal and Milo

34. Whose house did you go to last night?

No one, my own. The last house I visited was Elyn's

35. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?

I need to recall...Ehhhhhhhh. I srly cant remb.

36. Do you like someone right now? Except for your family.

Yes. Hahahaaaaaaaa. Jesussssss :D

37. What do you wear more shorts or jeans?

More to shorts nowadays. Cos' of school

38. What is the last movie you watched in a theater?

Wall E

39. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing ryt now?

My Secondary School

40. Who's that behind you?

Madness, no one.

41. are you happy?

Yes. Happy girl .com/Xinjieyang

42. who's on your mind?

Currently my mom, cos she is coming home soon :D

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Foodzxz

1. Chocolate or Strawberry Icecream? (Strawberry Baybeeeee)
2. Mint Mentoes or Grape Mentoes? (Most of the time the Mint)
3. Strawberry shortcake or Tiramisu? (Strawberry shortcake for SURE)
4. Milk/Strawberry/Chocolate Hello Panda? (Strawberry!)
5. Pocky Choc or Strawberry? (Strawberry!)
6. Blackcurrent or Strawberry Fruitplus? (Strawberry!)
7. Satay or Charkwayteow? (Satay!)
8. Frozen Yogurt or Icecream? (this is hard, I like both.)
9. Japenese Cuisine or Western? (Japanese thank you)
10. Durian Strudel or Strawberry Strudel? (BOTH ALSO I LIKE LEH. I eat strawberry more tho)
11. Kiwi fruit or Mango Fruit? (I think I would like both, but probably Kiwi :D)
12. Milo or Horlicks? (Horlicks. Make it Iced thank you :D)
13. Cococrunch or Honey star? (Honey stars :D)
14. Biscuits or Chips? (it really depends)
15. Charsiew Pau or Lotus Seed Filling Pau? (Charsiew!)
16. Durian or Mangosteen? (Durian!)
17. Coffeebean or Starbucks? (STARBUCKS!!!)
18. Caramel or Hotfudge topping on your icecream sundae? (CARAMEL :D)
19. M&Ms or Banana topping? (BANANA (:)
20. Macdonald's or KFC? (Eh can I have MosBurger? or Popeyes?)

OUTTTTTTT. Momsy is back :D

Anticipating

The other day when I was at FEP with Hweeyee, Elyn and Stella they were playing some of Britney's old album.
Then we started singing her old songs.
So ol'skool :D
Cos' i used to like Britney!
Like her first few albums only.
So I recalled that there was a few songs I really liked!
Forgot how come sounded like, so I went to Youtube them :D
Anticipating/ Girl in My Mirror

Tataaaaaaaaaaaa

(edit: eh i just realise i got the album hahaaaaaa)

Cheeeeeeeee-leng @ Airport

I have not done my wire hand!!!

I ended up cooping at home the whole afternoon reading blogs and playing facebook,
getting some admin stuff done and preparing to meet Wendy(s)

So I met up with Wendy Neo and Wendy Lee for dinner at Changi Airport T3.
It was really good.
We enjoyed the night very much (: Weeheehee.
We had a very good talk about life and future.
Haha.

Wendy N strucked Wendily and I thinking about what we want to be in future again.
You know, sometimes you know that it is important to have a clear goal,
but yet you are so uncertain about it.

And when reality strucks you, you know what you need to know what you want.
Other than that, knowing what you want and having certain expectations and getting ready for it. With whatever would come your way.

I know I want to go into the Creative Industry and probably be in church doing Part-Time for sure. Creative Industry like, erm, Advert?
But I am still not too sure really.
Well, we'll see where God leads me to.

What Pastor How told me on Saturday night kept on going through my mind over and over again.
It renews my whole mindset and gives me so much strength to push and do more.
Heart work heart work Xinjie (:

This society is such a consumer society.
Well, at least in my opinion.
People gets quite materialistic sometimes.
You me us.
Think about it, dont you realise?

" You are never as simple as you think you are "
Something that really caught me tonight.
Although all the time this is a fact I know, and I am always working on being a simpler person.
But really, sometimes we are not as simple as we think we are.
In our thoughts, desires and material-wants.
A penny for thought (:

I am suppose to go tanning tomorrow right!?
But its raining now and forecast said it would still be tomorrow.
I think I would probably stay home and finish up work and enjoy on Friday.

(:

Photos time and I am out.

I thank God that
- I have direct inputs from my Pastors in my life
- Wendy is my leader and she is a female and we can do stupid things together
(like taking loads of pics)
- I always have Yakult to drink :D